Hmmmm where everything is now is definitely not where things were May 18, 2008. Then summer hit and everything changed. Some things that were and still are really fucking bad and other things that I could not have ever dreamt to bring me such happiness and contentment. Where to begin? Summer 2008, you've given me a whole bunch of shit to think about...
Graduation - the first official night of summer. Started off with alocohol in hand and a beautiful pair of red heels. How amazing. We all danced at The Venue and I got waaaaaasted. Then we went to Kingsley's and had some...interesting...experiences. That was a fun night. Vodka, driveways, and cheese. What a night. I'm glad that was my first night of summer. Way to start it off.
So I have changed my mind and realized that I am not going to type an event title and then give a summary like I just did with Graduation. That's too boring. I figure I will just talk about what's important now because of what happened...Star of David. Holy fuck. I had no idea I could be so close to and in check with two pepople. Oh my God, Hannah and Tyler have changed my life in ways that I never could have even expected. It took us all only a week to realize that we are best firends. I don't think I've ever felt so comfortable around pepople, I've never had so much fun around people. I'm so glad they're two of my best friends. I have no idea in hell as to where I would be without them, I don't even want to think about that. It scares the fuck out of me that I will be an hour away from them when I go to school. I know its not that far away, but I hope nothing changes. I know something will most likely change, but I just love them so much and they mean the world to me. We're intimidating. I love it.
I'm really glad Casi is staying in New Orleans as well as Blythe and Jody. This means I can see them as often as the Star. Casi - this summer I haven't seen Casi that much and we don't talk as much anymore. But she is, hands down, one of my best friends. I need to see her more. I miss her alot. Wow. Like a whooooole lot. We've had some really fucking fun times when we actually have seen each other this summer. I love her. Now, Jody - the boy with amazing hair. Haha. How silly. I'm really glad that I''ve gotten a lot closer to Jody through Cinderella and now through Pajama Game. He's a really chill kid. I hope I get closer to him before the summer ends. I trust him. He's good in my book...if I actually had a book. Blythe - what a fucking riot. We never stop laughing when we're together. I love her sooooo much. She knows so much about me. We talked a lot after prom at Hayli's house and I don't know, I feel like over the past year we've gotten a lot closer. I love that. She is such an amazing person and she's a really good friend. I'm glad we did Cinderella together. I wish she was doing Pajama Game. I really miss her.
I'm more than thrilled that Olivia is going to Southeastern with me. And Nametag!!! Oh my God I miss Nametag. I think I'm seeing her today. I've seen her ONCE this summer. Not good. But I'm really glad Olivia's coming to school with me. I don't think I could deal with seeing her less than I do now. Destin was fun. She came with me. I loooove the beach. I wish I were still there. I went to Fudpuckers! I've always wanted to go there...check mark. Oh my God! I can't believe Cameron is going to California. I don't like to think about it. We've had our ups and downs but I miss him a lot. He gets me more than I thought he would. It surprises me how well he knows me. Well it surprises me how well Hannah and Tyler know me. Olivia, Blythe, and Casi don't surprise me. You know who knows me better than I thought he would? Jody. I get so surprised when people know me better than I thought they would. I love it!!
I don't want this summer to end. It's good. It's the best one yet. I like being busy busy busy. It keeps me entertained. I like this summer being my last summer. I'm doing everything I always wanted to do during summers, well I'm doing it this summer since it's my last summer. I always wanted to do summer shows and I've just been very very very open to a lot of new people. I like it. I'm so glad I decided to do Godspell because Godspell made me want to do Cinderella and Cinderella made me want to do Pajama Game. And my life is so different than it was before Godspell. Fuck, that's where it all started. I love it. I miss it.
I miss lots of things. I think I've gotten a lot more real and a lot more open minded at the same time in the past six months. I like it. As Hannah says, "They're intimidating because they're bitchy; we're intimidating because we're real" So true, yes indeed. I love my friends. That's all I have for now. Life is good.
xoxo DannDann
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