Racing With The Clock

Oh my goodness! I seem to have lost all the time in the world that I needed! I have to finish my degree plan, which was due this morning and is 10% of our grade, and I have NO IDEA what the hell I'm doing. I'm in the library and I will probably be here for the next two hours as I try to figure out the next FOUR YEARS of my life by myself. It is, indeed, stressful. Comm 101 is where my life crumbles right in front of my eyes. Examples: this whole degree plan thing, my MIDTERM is in ONE week and she just told us TODAY, and I found out that I can't go home this weekend because of an assignment in that class. Grrr. And to top it all off, I have a huge ass English test tomorrow on an EPIC NOVEL which I have YET to read.

I don't know what I am going to do. And still, I find myself here, wasting my time on the internet, writing a blog about how frustrated I am. I went to the Center for Student Excellence (Help Center) but the girl who was supposed to be there to help me with my degree plan wasn't there. I walked like 20 minutes across campus and when I get there she's not even there! It was indeed quite frustrating. I'm being responsible today though, I guess. I finally got a printout of all of my expenses at school. I've been meaning to do that for like three weeks. And I'm going to be in the library until I finish my degree plan. I probably won't end up getting back to my dorm until about TEN! My degree plan won't end up being finished for another two hours at least, and then I will probably just eat dinner out here and come back to the library to study for English with Ashley. Neither of us know what we are doing. We will be here for a while.

Oh fuck, I thought I left my English binder in my room, but I just checked and I have it. Phew. That was close. Oh FUCK! And I have to prepare my speech that I have tomorrow and I haven't even started. I think I will do that when I finish this. And THEN I have to study for a quiz that I have tomorrow for the class right after the class that I am giving the speech in. These next 24 hours are going to be brutal. Let's recap, shall we? This is more for me, than for you. So you don't have to read the rest of this paragraph if you don't want to. You actually don't have to read anything if you don't want to. Never you mind! To do: finish blog, write speech, look up courses in catalog, degree plan, eat, study, go back to my room, shower, study, look over speech, look over notes for other class, sleep, wakeup super fucking early, give speech, take quiz, eat, study, English exam, English lecture. THAT is the next 24 1/2 hours of my life. I. Am. Going. To. Die.

I'm already exhausted. It is too much. And I know I will probably end up talking to Casi and Olivia for a good couple of hours about how I have NO TIME. Which is stupid because talking will take up my time. But I need to talk to people. Oh God, I am so tired. This shall be an adventure. PS - I wanted crawfish really really fucking bad today. I was excited because I was going to get some crawfish this weekend when I came in town, but then ten minutes later I remembered I can't come down this weekend. So now I have to wait till next weekend. Oh, and I left my fucking camera at home. Last week > this week. Bar none.

xoxo DannDann