I feel like I should write about the recent events that have happened in my life. However, I feel like if you really really really wanted to know what I was thinking, you could ask me about it. So instead of focusing on how upset and angry I am, I have decided to focus on something else.

Umbrellas. Yes, umbrellas. I don't do umbrellas. I think umbrellas are cute, but only in the "little kid with rainboots" sort of way. Umbrellas are meant for wimps or small children. I don't understand why everyone is so afraid to be in the rain. One of my favorite places to be is in the middle of the street when it's raining. It's not lava, it's not dirt, it's water. I don't get why people need to shield themselves from water. I don't get why it's such a big deal. If you have a place to go and you're all dressed up or if you just got your hair done, I get it. But if you're at WalMart (and you KNOW that over half the time you're at WalMart it rains) what's the big deal? Walk to your car. Don't run with an umbrella over your head and screaming because you're getting rained on. Waah waah. It's the rain. Enjoy it.

I've only straightened my hair maybe twice since I've been up at school. I just don't have time to. Lie. I have more time than I know what to do with. I just have bigger priorities than straightening my hair. My priorities have changed a bit in this past month. But I think everyone else's have changed more so than mine have. I've really seen who people are lately...very lately. But we won't get into that, remember?

I think I like this guy here. He's kind of cute. But he seems really chill. He seems nice. He smokes...blegh. But I want to get to know him before I decide whether or not I like him. He seems cool though. Topic change. I wish everyone could be more like Olivia. She gets me. She knows me. She's Olivia. Period. She knows exactly how I feel and I don't even have to say the words. She just knows. I love us. I love the way it works. It's the only thing that makes sense to me anymore. I've been very confused lately. I realize that I always make the effort, especially when I shouldn't have to. I hate that. I hate even more that I know if I don't make the effort, that you still won't. Communication matters far less to people than it should. Society dissapoints me. Shit happens. I wish people knew how to care correctly. I wish people cared when they didn't have to. I don't like making the effort. I don't like any of this. I want it to be different and the thing that I hate the most is that I'm the only one who cares enough to change anything.

xoxo DannDann